I thought that girls who said “I want it but I’m not gonna ask for it” were stupid until I became one of them and I feel stupid but I also feel hurt.

Now I know why it hurts so much to want something but not wanting to ask for it.

I can’t believe this shit. I can’t. My heart is breaking and it will never be the same. Please, just one chance.

Just one.

I believe in us. Just one chance.

I think I am in shock. I’m not processing this.

I’m not processing the fact that he just isn’t speaking to me.

I know I say I fucked up like four times a week but this time I literaly think I’ll stay up wishing I didn’t. Please. Please let me be wrong.

Let things be okay.

I’m fucking trembling so much I hate it.

I can’t shup up.

I’m sorry… Come home 💔

katswft:

“she can go without food (she will not wither). she can go without heat (the cold will not kill her). but a life without art, without wonder, without beautiful things—she would go mad. she has gone mad.”

- The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue